Let my name be feared at the gates of hell.
Hello I’m Allie. I enjoy Tumblr, Starbucks, the city and Gigs. I am extremely anxious. I fear life more then death, I’m timid and scared of being alone in any situation. I’m not independent and I can't stand being without someone near. I need constant reassurance with everything. I am extremely negative, I find it easier to point out the bad things then the good things in every situation. I hate the thought of losing my friends, it makes me cry. I get very emotional but I don't show it one bit. I bottle everything up and let it out all at once which is completely unhealthy. I am honest and I will tell you the truth and I’m sorry if I offend you. I don't live my life, I’m too afraid of failure, therefore I rarely try anything. I'm not selfish at all; I give a lot up for others to be happy, whether they are a close friend or a complete stranger. I feel guilty for doing nothing wrong, I am a vegetarian, I cannot eat meat, it twists my conscious and I feel extremely guilty. I cannot trust one soul except for my best friend. I love music it is my escape from the real world and it makes me calm. I have been betrayed, backstabbed and used and after all this I really do see my true friends. I will stand up for myself when I see it necessary. I get nervous in front of large crowds. I have poor body image, I don’t like the way I look one bit.
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